I want him to be my pajamas.

…is starting to become the norm.

If one person pops to explore, can another judge if they feel they need to pop to regulate?

Is regulation even necessary if the person only feels this way bc of the other?

Should popping even take place?

Is the judgement misplaced?

Its hard to think bc its becoming harder to feel.

I look forward to our future, but appreciate our present and past;
I will do everything I can to make this perfection last.
We have an amazing soundtrack that has yet to go wrong;
I love you more with every additional song.
Out of every day, you’re my favorite part;
I really hope you know I love you with all of my heart!

-written by me circa 2009

Today is the 3rd anniversary of the first kiss between me and my amazing boyfriend.

There’s this place that I know where I’ve spent many years;
Its full of memories of laughter and smiles and tears.
The people here, the people I know…
Are very talented actors in this lifelong show.
Onstage they’re bright and friendly lil suckers;
Offstage they’re evil and conniving motherfuckers.
I’m quite tired of dealing with these two-faced fools;
I just wish they’d be honest and stop acting like tools.
Its not that hard, I can handle the truth;
Just tell me right now before I get my own proof.
Though, it doesn’t really matter, someday I’ll be off to far away places;
Then I will no longer have to see any of your lying two-sided faces.
If you’re reading this and don’t see it to be true;
Maybe it isn’t, but maybe its not about you.
Maybe you’re one of the few I don’t mind being around;
Maybe you’re one of the few true people that I’ve found.
Whatever though, I guess I’ll get over it;
I was just trying to say I think you’re full of shit.

-written by me :). Circa 2009. On an angry day.